Thanks everyone for a HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY for me!!

Really memorable. :)

Thanks those who actually remembered and wished me in advance, can tell those who really cared.
Thanks to those who prepared and gave me stuff.. Shows that you actually took time off to do this for a friend.

Thanks to those who wished me today, the whole of today - shows that i am still a bit in your heart.

Thanks.

Fun day for me today, and i got 4 wishes out of 5, good start.

Its confirmed im getting iphone/laptop and earphones, 6th March IT Show, anyone wanna go buy with me? My two wishes.

I got my renewal of friendships from my friends, not just friendship, but the day which i felt loved again in the entire year. Really loved, so that met two wishes here.

Early morning, i was woken up by SMSes by Arvind, Kwok leung, xiaolu, tian, zaw (1.16am), simin, shuna/shara, terence, bernard, yingbo, quynh anh.. And various ppl who wished me, my classmates (most of them), everyone i know around school.

Reached school as requested by chongmin at 7.15am, shocked with this huge cake coming towards me WTF. Simin, xiaolu, mingquan, chongmin, zaw were there. Sang happy birthday. SHIT DAMN MALU IN AGES. Oi im 18 le, pls pls pls no cakes! hahaha. I really appreciate what you all did for me. :) Thanks terry, though you can't be here.

School starts as usual.. Zhang He gave me.. a heart making kit! Haha i wanted them during V day, thought it might be interesting. Thanks! CM gave me this name-card holder, was it from Cambodia? Terry a CD. Dunno what inside haven't open lol. And both gave me cards.

After sch, tian visited me from HCI. OMFG MALU AGAIN. She got this huge board that says happy bday, and with all my 6J friends' msgs and wishes in it. Apparently i think she spent the entire night doing. Worhhxxx. <3333333 thanks a lot man i mean, woman. :) I was really shocked and gan dong, but (luckily) kept my tears.

Ordered pizza and gonna spend the nite mugging GP now. Ooh, nice nice bday man.

However, sth i wished for did not come true. Wish 4 one of my friends to come back to me. :(

The pizza munching book flipping into the silent lonely nite..

With entre, gp and my friends on my mind.

Haha all i need is a true friendship. Though i have a few wishes. I told terence, i dun want anything. I dun need anything. Or rather, I have everything that everyone has given me.

Well, there are still wishes from me rite :P Here they are.

1. New ipod earphones - this is an ABSOLUTE must.

2. A laptop or iphone, i gotta choose 1. I figured prob laptop oso quite useless, iphone i already got ipod liao..

3. Renewed friendships from all my friends.

4. One of my friends to come back to me. Or can i still call her a friend.

5. One love.

So sianx this week hardcore mugg GP.. which i haven't started at all and must start today man.

Finished bio SPA, what else can i do? Study GP lorh. Mug until my head explode yayy.

Waiting for tmr. Hoping something memorable happens. Haha terence alr gave me a card. Am thinking what can chongmin be up to. Zzz.

Shivers.

I KO-ed and just woke up.. Sianx this sucks.

Things to do:

-Flower refunds (Wed)
-GP Common Test (Fri)
-Bio SPA (TMR!!)
- PUB (sianx)
-Math Assignment (tue)
-BLYC camp? (fri/sat)

I couldnt really get vectors, but after tutorials i became a bit stronger le. Use the math assignment to test myself.

DC Circuits after explanations i understood, Current is how easy, hm looks like phy common test wun be like a disaster like previous time. But electromag.. woah can die man.

Chem.. org is getting me confused with ADDITION of more information and SUBSTITUTION of compounds. This sucks. Have to use mindmap or memorization method to sort all the different types of reactions..

Bio.. Hm since when did i understand bio anyway. But HGP, cloning, most ppl strong de lorh.. I better get strong too. And may i ask what do i learn in plants? Calluses, tissue culture? lol.

GP.. Haha expecting another B this time round, if essay and compre dun screw up so badly. Screwing up is common, but its the extent that matters.

Econs.. yayy i understood HIS.. GDP/GNP/NNP! (Now no problem!)

A few days more is my birthday le.. 27th February, 1990, a new life is born at 6.30pm. Little did I know that that 2.7kg thinny no meat baby was me. Diao.

Wishes!!
-A laptop!! Yayy
-New ipod earphones?

Friends, please do not get any presents for me, I WILL NOT be accepting. Its not i don't want to accept your sincerity/friendship, but friendship is what i need, what i want, and what i intend to make.

A true friendship. Thats what i want from all of my friends, and i believe that they have done just that. Thanks.

Haix i dunno why i have this sudden feeling to type something down.. Haha in the middle of ENTRE camp, eating a $3 lunch packed. With my team called Kopi O now.

Am i very easily bullied.. Like weak or something. Not physically, but mentally? Like i get emotionally hurt quite easily.. And affects things i can do. Very sad lorh liddat. Letting something small affect what i am up to. Haix.

ENTRE camp is really meaningful for the J1s, and for the J2 facilitators. In charge of station games in the night, i am sure that the J1s enjoyed it and the lessons learnt are really meaningful. Too bad that we ended too late, and 11.30pm is just not the right time to conduct this kind of activities. Though we succeeded in ISLE. Why arh. LOL.

I think the J2 facilitators learn a lot. How to manage a group well, and how to give really meaningful and reflective sessions to future leaders of this CCA. Haix. I think quite memorable lorh..

Lots to learn for me from this camp as well. Don't leave planning all to Andre and Ms Chiang, cuz some things are really done damn last minute, and my station games objectives weren't really brought out well, and i dun think it was really acknowledged. Oh wells, when was the things I do acknowledged anyway.

I wonder why always i saigang, i fell in love with saigang-ing but hate ppl who make me saigang. If any J1s read this pls do not feel sad or console me, cuz im liddat de.

Ok not emo now, can eat le. Yeap, i shall try my best not to let my moods affect my feelings. :)

Woah one of my guy friends damn sad worh..

Heres the story:

My friend was on his way home, then found out that his gf was at a shopping mall quite near his house. Haven't seen her for a week, he wanted to visit her and just to be nice and say hi. LOLX he gets a straight NO! Damn loser sia.

He went to find out why: His gf was dining with 3 other guys?! No wonder she say no larh, that is what he thinks lorh. Damn sad sia he confirm damn jealous lorh.. Prob pissed i think..

Woah he damn sad come tell me, i oso dunno what to do haha. Dun wanna be involved in his relationships. All i said to him was, why dun u write in in ur blog? LOL.

Dunno if he had done that or not..

1. Judging one by his actions and not by his looks.

2. Opportunity lies in one's hands. All decisions affect everyone, no matter big or small. You have no rights to interfere in the decisions of others, but warn and help him to make the right one.

3. Opportunity is out there. Grab it, and u'll benefit. Lose it, and u'll cry.

4. Entrepreneurship = Leadership + Innovation + Enterprise

5. It is ok to have lots of commitments. It doesn't make who you are. It's how you prioritize that makes some envy, and others happy.

5 things i learn today.

Today went for IHC bridge! With my p terence lolx.

In the end the results were:
1st: HH
2nd: MT (yayy!)
3rd: BB
4th: MR
5th: BW

Lolx good job everyone from MT, we seriously all screwed up the first game, then lose to HH for first by 1 point -.- So suay de? Lolx. We are favourites to win leh. Why arh. Got me issit?

Skills getting very rusty sia tsk tsk damn long never use. Xiaolu AP-ed me a record breaking number of 3 times today lol. Aiyarh she sick larh haha confirm one, if not i pissed liao.

Shits got lots of things to do. Gotta go mug chem spa and physics test now. Woots. Cya all arnd.

Wows busy sia

Woah i would like to complain to you a-sora. ANDRE IS DAMN ANAL. Can't stand it pls. I think ENTRE camp would be a failure. Then he whole day anal attitude problem me.. Sianx i dun even wanna help anymore lorh.

J1s just don't be disappointed. Cuz rite from the start, i think its gonna be a failure. Putting someone in charge who doesnt even listen to constructive comments? ____ off larh, seriously.

Oh yes, i would like to declare to all my friends that i shall stop saying the F word. Though its hard, but i will always bite my lower lip to control myself. hahaha look out for that. and laugh at me. :P

Todays eventful, busy, whatever. Everyone is busy, so good luck everyone jiayouu!! And what are u doing here. YOU SHOULD BE STUDYING. LOL.

I finally found chongmin's letter to me on v day. So touching until i cried in LT. Then some ____-er go say what i so easy cry girly wtf. wdv sia.

It reads:

Hey "sky"/wei chee,

Happy Valentine's Day. Hope that your Entre Flower sales goes well. Hope all my printing efforts (and also my printer spoiling) did not go to waste. All the best! You know, I think all these Entre planning has let me see another side of you - are that is capable of planning and organizing stuff. Though you might think it is "sai kang", but i think it is good experience for you and you'll benefit a lot from that.

Well, my friendship with you has really came a long way. We first met in Sec 1, 1D, 2D, and then after that we were in the same RE group under Mrs Kwa. We were also from Com. Science Club. I REMEMBER you were seriously "lame" last time, cracking a joke or doing stupid things once a minute or so. But i got used to it.

Now you've grown more mature and stop doing such things, and I can now see the other side of you. I enjoy the times we spent together, in Singapore as well as other countries. Hokkaido was really an unforgettable trip. We had fun, relaxed, cuddled together on the bed, and even bathed together. It was certainly memorable. ISLE was equally memorable. Remember all the talk we had about flirting, and also JLC!

I like calling you Wei Chee, and not Sky. This is because Sky is more of a name you gave yourself later, and I prefer calling you by the original name as it brings back all the memories. You're my best friend and I hope it stays that way in the years to come.

Chongmin 14/2/2008


Aww gods so touching. And stop calling me sky my friends, unless its business. Yeap. :)

Gaming and things to do

Today is rather eventful. I've decided to quit gaming in all forms, except mahjong, since gaming is rather useless.

1. Gaming doesn't get u a gf, it gets u myopia.
2. Gaming gives u stress, i realized, and not relieving.
3. Gaming damn waste time leh. Budden MSN oso waste time. So i drop one lorh.
4. Without gaming, i can spend more time with friends and family.
5. Gaming drives you nuts when ur gaming skills is deproving.
6. Without gaming, i can now do more of my favourite stuff! Like friends and blogging! Hahaha.
7. Gaming.. i really no time larh wtf!!

Things i have to do now:
1. Revise GP: Hard! Can u help me?
2. Salvage some relationships, but this cannot be done. At least not so easily to perfect.
3. Catch up with my friends!
4. Catch up with lagging math vectors, chem org stuff, bio everything, phy electromag, which all i dun understand.
5. ENTRE camp this week
6. Help with ENTRE bazaar next wk on 27th Feb
7. Buy presents for all my friends to thank them for everything.
8. Settle flower accounts and finances, do necessary refunds
9. Bridge IHC, i have yet to practice oh sharks.
10. Most importantly, inject some life into my PUB event. :)

I wanna treasure my life. And i do. By treasuring everything and everyone around me. :)

Haha i hope this post disappoints Sean Ong. He's dying to read my funny blogs. zz.

Thinking about life

Feels sooo good to be blogging again.. Though this page looks super empty. Im free now. After a whole lot of V day piece of craps, i finally can take a long long rest. Not for long. ENTRE camp is round the corner of this week, sch work is starting to pile up, relationships unsettled and can never be settled, friendships at stake, Startup@singapore... haix.

Life is unpredictable. You will never ever cherish the person until he/she is gone. Gone with the wind, just memories etched in ur mind that you will forget over time. Forget his/her looks, his/her characteristics, features, until you forget of his/her existence.

I want to say "i love you" to all my friends. But i scared they choke on water and die. Then i will truly love them lorh. How arh. I shall now try with some of my friends bah. Dun diee!! :P I wanna see u tomorrow. :)